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A TTRPG/Dungeons and Dragons Podcast. Mondays we have discussions on TTRPGs and D&D. Thursdays we have episodes of either non-D&D TTRPG One Shots (#BeholdertoOneShots) or a finished D&D 5e horror-esqe Actualplay (#BeholdClearlight), or our new D&D 5e Cowboy Bebop inspired Actualplay (#MourningBlues)! All episodes released at 4pm Eastern!
Episodes
Monday Mar 27, 2023
Psychological Safety in the TTRPG Space with GamerMomLuna!
Monday Mar 27, 2023
Monday Mar 27, 2023
Luna and I talk today about psychological safety not just while playing the game, but while managing shows and streams. We touch on a lot of deep subjects as well as a big announcement at the end from me. It was lovely talking to Luna again, and I highly recommend you check out anything she works on!
Luna
Twitter | Shadomain | TTRPG Rising Tides
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Monday Mar 20, 2023
Why TTRPGs Appeal to NeuroDivergent Folks (Plus Romance) w/ Halfling Nikki
Monday Mar 20, 2023
Monday Mar 20, 2023
I am joined by another amazing Nikki out in the wild world of the TTRPG space where we find out just how much we have in common. We talk about neurodivergencies, and how it effects each of us from our different perspectives as well as a lot of things that the TTRPG world helps us cope with or appeals to those who have similar situations.
Halfling Nikki
Twitter | Instagram | TikTok | TeaTRPG
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Thursday Mar 16, 2023
Adventure Academia - Deja Vu: Nightmares in Reality - Ep 13 Finale
Thursday Mar 16, 2023
Thursday Mar 16, 2023
Finally back home in Seaborne, the party finds out some things, and need to try to save the day. But what do a bunch of students know? Will the be able to convince the right people of the problem early enough on? Or will it all be for nothing? Listen to the finale to find out!
Tony - Dungeon Master from Make it Playable
Iggi (and Qu) - Nikki from BTNO
Sibiya - Amy
Zoup (and Alfredo) - Donna
Prince Rabfazz - Zuki from Spectre in the Fog
Art work by Ellen
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Background Music
Monday Mar 13, 2023
Tabletop Mechanics and Character Creation w/ James Wallis
Monday Mar 13, 2023
Monday Mar 13, 2023
James Wallis joins me today as we discuss basic tabletop mechanics and character creation. Tangents were had, stories were shared, but overall a good conversation was had! Go check out all the things that James does, and follow the links down below to see some of the wild characters he's created!
James Wallis
Ludonarrative Dissidents | Everybody Wins | Magnum Opus Press | Website | Twitter | Mastodon
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Monday Mar 06, 2023
Forming and Growing Character Relationships w James D’Amato
Monday Mar 06, 2023
Monday Mar 06, 2023
I'm joined by the lovely James D'Amato as we talk about forming and growing character relationships and how interesting that can be. All the fun ways you can build up the story with just a few character interactions and choices. It's always extremely fun to learn different ways that your characters can grow together in the story, and how those stories can drastically change in the process.
James D'Amato
One Shot Podcast | Skyjacks Podcast | Simon and Schuster Author Page | Linktr.ee
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Thursday Mar 02, 2023
Adventure Academia - City of Surprises - Ep 12
Thursday Mar 02, 2023
Thursday Mar 02, 2023
The party does some shopping before finding out that the shipment had made it to town. But how?! They head home, and try desperately to get ahold of people to figure out what's happening. Will they make it back in time for Founder's Day?
Tony - Dungeon Master from Make it Playable
Iggi (and Qu) - Nikki from BTNO
Sibiya - Amy
Zoup (and Alfredo) - Donna
Prince Rabfazz - Zuki from Spectre in the Fog
Art work by Ellen
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Background Music
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Midnight Tale by Kevin MacLeod
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/4710-midnight-tale
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Elegant Classical Piano Waltz by MusicLFiles
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/7938-elegant-classical-piano-waltz
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Traveling Over The Clouds by MusicLFiles
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/6226-traveling-over-the-clouds
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
All additional free use music: https://www.youtube.com/user/everydaylouie
Please support Louie Zong as well on Bandcamp: https://louiezong.bandcamp.com/
Monday Feb 27, 2023
Kickstarter TTRPG LIVE NOW! - Drama Llamas!
Monday Feb 27, 2023
Monday Feb 27, 2023
Support the Kickstarter Today!
I am joined by Yvris as we discuss a new Kickstarter available through mid-March! It's such a fun product and I highly recommend checking it out! It's already completely backed so any additional funds will help towards the stretch goals!
Yvris
Yvris Twitter | Button Kin Twitter | Website | Itch.Io | Newsletter
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Monday Feb 20, 2023
NonBinary & QTPOC Representation in TTRPGs w Bee Zelda
Monday Feb 20, 2023
Monday Feb 20, 2023
Bee Zelda is a wonderful human being that is in the TTRPG space that I have had the pleasure of working with on a Shadowrun series for Weave the Tale. They are super talented and today we talk about the important of NonBinary and queer and trans people of color (QTPOC) representation in TTRPGs in our spaces. Go check out all the things that they do!
Bee Zelda
Twitter | Instagram | Mastodon | TikTok | Website
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Thursday Feb 16, 2023
Adventure Academia - Daddy Issues - Ep 11
Thursday Feb 16, 2023
Thursday Feb 16, 2023
After separating from their new warlock friend the group find themselves back at the mines, where way too many zombies are. Will the party survive the fight? Will they get answers or more questions?
Tony - Dungeon Master from Make it Playable
Iggi (and Qu) - Nikki from BTNO
Sibiya - Amy
Zoup (and Alfredo) - Donna
Prince Rabfazz - Zuki from Spectre in the Fog
Art work by Ellen
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Background Music
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Midnight Tale by Kevin MacLeod
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/4710-midnight-tale
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Elegant Classical Piano Waltz by MusicLFiles
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/7938-elegant-classical-piano-waltz
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Traveling Over The Clouds by MusicLFiles
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/6226-traveling-over-the-clouds
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
Monday Jan 23, 2023
Social Media in a Dying Social Media World w/ Kyle Latino
Monday Jan 23, 2023
Monday Jan 23, 2023
Kyle Latino joins me as we discuss the challenges of sharing yourself on the internet for your passions and hobbies, and what to do when that world is crashing and burning. Looking at you Twitter! Are there alternatives? How should you spend your time and energy when you have a finite resource? Listen and find out!
Kyle
Twitter | YouTube | The Splatbook Podcast
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan