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A TTRPG/Dungeons and Dragons Podcast. Mondays we have discussions on TTRPGs and D&D. Thursdays we have episodes of either non-D&D TTRPG One Shots (#BeholdertoOneShots) or a finished D&D 5e horror-esqe Actualplay (#BeholdClearlight), or our new D&D 5e Cowboy Bebop inspired Actualplay (#MourningBlues)! All episodes released at 4pm Eastern!
Episodes
Monday Jan 23, 2023
Monday Jan 23, 2023
Kyle Latino joins me as we discuss the challenges of sharing yourself on the internet for your passions and hobbies, and what to do when that world is crashing and burning. Looking at you Twitter! Are there alternatives? How should you spend your time and energy when you have a finite resource? Listen and find out!
Kyle
Twitter | YouTube | The Splatbook Podcast
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Thursday Jan 19, 2023
Thursday Jan 19, 2023
After separating from their new warlock friend the group find themselves back at the mines, where way too many zombies are. Will the party survive the fight? Will they get answers or more questions?
Tony - Dungeon Master from Make it Playable
Iggi (and Qu) - Nikki from BTNO
Sibiya - Amy
Zoup (and Alfredo) - Donna
Prince Rabfazz - Zuki from Spectre in the Fog
Art work by Ellen
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Background Music
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Darkling by Kevin MacLeod
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/3616-darkling
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
Artist website: https://incompetech.com
Monday Jan 16, 2023
Monday Jan 16, 2023
Paul joins me while we talk about BIPOC in the TTRPG space, his new zine project that is being worked on by a bunch of amazing BIPOC TTRPGers. We discuss mechanics, sci-fi games, and then also I get poked fun at because evidently I have a trope.
Paul
Twitter | Apochromatic Unlimited | Response Team Omnicron Twittter | High Shelf Collective
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Thursday Jan 12, 2023
Thursday Jan 12, 2023
Our three adventurers have arrived at a new town and make a bet that something was going to come up within 30 minutes of arriving. Are they right?
Thank you to Brianna for editing this episode <3 She is a life safer and you should all definitely go check out her amazing podcast!
Taylor
Personal Twitter | Twitch | The Lost Druid: Ep 1
Brianna
Twitter | Pseudonym Social Twitter
Darby
Twitter | Twitch | Through Hollow Flames
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Find more episodes on Podbean
Keith (Nikki's Husband) Made our Website!
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Background Music
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Breathe Easy And Relax by MusicLFiles
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/7886-breathe-easy-and-relax
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: New Life by Rafael Krux
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/5694-new-life
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Mysterious Fear by MusicLFiles
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/7108-mysterious-fear
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Dawn Of The Apocalypse by Rafael Krux
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/5627-dawn-of-the-apocalypse
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
Monday Jan 09, 2023
Monday Jan 09, 2023
Welcome back to 2023, where a mostly recovered Nikki is back from burnout land! I'm joined by Fen today as we discuss how important it is to recognize character bleed and burnout.
Fen
Twitter | Response Team Omnicron Twitter | Guild of the Phoenix
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Thursday Jan 05, 2023
Thursday Jan 05, 2023
The Ram grants the group a reward for their help in freeing him, each gaining a new tattoo that holds importance behind it. With this, they learn what's truly important to them, and it allows them to become a better team. After a rest, some long discussions, and more nightmares, the party continues their journey to solve the red mist.
Tony - Dungeon Master from Make it Playable
Iggi (and Qu) - Nikki from BTNO
Sibiya - Amy
Zoup (and Alfredo) - Donna
Prince Rabfazz - Zuki from Spectre in the Fog
Art work by Ellen
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Background Music
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Fantasy Motion [loop ready] by Alexander Nakarada
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/8059-fantasy-motion-loop-ready
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
Artist website: https://www.serpentsoundstudios.com/
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Adventure Beyond by Alexander Nakarada
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/8690-adventure-beyond
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
Artist website: https://www.serpentsoundstudios.com/
Friday Dec 30, 2022
Friday Dec 30, 2022
Today we played For the Queen a very unedited game about how three people who love the queen, in their own way, go about their life. We answer questions about what our characters do, and ultimately decide if we try to protect the queen or if we turn against her.
Fen
Personal Twitter | Podcast Twitter
Taylor
Personal Twitter | Twitch | The Lost Druid: Ep 1
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Find more episodes on Podbean
Keith (Nikki's Husband) Made our Website!
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Background Music
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Small Adventure by Rafael Krux
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/5437-small-adventure
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
Thursday Dec 22, 2022
Thursday Dec 22, 2022
The Ram grants the group a reward for their help in freeing him, each gaining a new tattoo that holds importance behind it. With this, they learn what's truly important to them, and it allows them to become a better team. After a rest, some long discussions, and more nightmares, the party continues their journey to solve the red mist.
Tony - Dungeon Master from Make it Playable
Iggi (and Qu) - Nikki from BTNO
Sibiya - Amy
Zoup (and Alfredo) - Donna
Prince Rabfazz - Zuki from Spectre in the Fog
Art work by Ellen
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Background Music
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Fantasy Motion [loop ready] by Alexander Nakarada
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/8059-fantasy-motion-loop-ready
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
Artist website: https://www.serpentsoundstudios.com/
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Reaching The Sky [Long Version] by Alexander Nakarada
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/6222-reaching-the-sky-long-version
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
Artist website: https://www.serpentsoundstudios.com/
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Air Of Mystery by chilledmusic
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/7119-air-of-mystery
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
The following music was used for this media project:
Music: Dreams Become Real by Kevin MacLeod
Free download: https://filmmusic.io/song/3678-dreams-become-real
License (CC BY 4.0): https://filmmusic.io/standard-license
Artist website: https://incompetech.com
Monday Dec 12, 2022
Monday Dec 12, 2022
Amit, the creator of City of Mist RPG, joins me today as we discuss Narrative story telling in TTRPGs and what are some of our favorite ways to tell stories narrative and how to use mechanics in narrative games. It was a wonderful conversation and I'm super glad I got to meet Amit at GenCon!
Amit
Twitter | City of Mist Twitter | City of Mist Website
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan
Monday Nov 28, 2022
Monday Nov 28, 2022
I'm joined by Nix as we discuss how important is to to have voices from all ranges and your own voice in games. Also how important it is to learn from failing in TTRPGs but also in real life. It was a lovely conversation and would 100% want to talk to Nix again in the future!
Nix
Twitter | Twitch | Linktr.ee | Shop
Table Party Podcast | DerfDice.com
Help support the show with Patreon or Ko-Fi! All money provided helps ensure the show continues and is able to get art work for future shows!
Here are some other things I'm in:
Chaotic Wonderful
(Variety stream with one shots and mini-campaigns. Usually the producer.)
Weave the Tale
(Variety of shows, but mostly Shadowrun & Necrobiotic.)
Coming Up: Sleepaway - Fall 2022
Shadowrun: Spring of the Fireflies (Season 1) | Shadowrun: Autumn of the Fireflies (Season 2) | Necrobiotic: Emotional Drive | Shadowrun: Escape from Atzlan
2000 Tales: Weird Web
(Horror Monster of the Week stream held every Friday night at 9pm Eastern on Twitch.)
Awfully Queer Heroes
(D&D 5e Games with mostly queer cast. Uncaged Anthology and Tower of the Soul was DMed by me.)
Uncaged Anthology Podcast | Twitter
Sound Control: Radio Signal [Coming Soon]
(Science Fiction Stories, Radio Signal will be a Savage Worlds Game ran by Dan)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SoundControlRPG
Please check us out on:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/beholdertonoone
Twitter: https://twitter.com/beholdertonoone
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCocz92shjgObQuk8_-dqYgA
Find more episodes on Podbean: https://beholdertonoone.podbean.com/
Website: http://beholdertonoone.com/
Intro & Outro Music created by Kyellan